I can’t wait to hate you
You hurt me then I hate you
But somehow someway you’re able to do it again
Why do I allow this virus to continue to weaken me?
My body has become so used to your pain there’s no attempts of prevention
Contentment should never be okay but I stay because you’re here…
…and you’re still here
and no matter how bad it gets
…WE’RE BOTH STILL HERE
You’re stupid! Fuck you! Leave me alone! But I’m still here and you’re still here…
WE’RE BOTH STILL HERE!
Even though it’s never equal you want all of my attention
I can’t decode you
Should I stay… “I love you baby…”
Should I go…”fuck you bitch!”
It’s like riding a Rollercoaster through heaven and hell.
Just help me this one time…
Help me hate you…
Stop the I love yous and the fuck yous on opposite day
Shit everyday we go bad I wish we just go our separate ways but it’s always back…
Back to I love you
but I just can’t wait to hate you